I’d Rather Be Single…

if it takes a terminal illness to make you love me. If the whole while you were with her you treated her like crap and then when you find out she’s sick you are suddenly in love. If that what it takes to find love and I have to go through even half of the stuff I went through previously. I’m good. I’d rather die along because at least then I know what will come to past.

I’m Going Through…

ALOT. I want to discuss it on my blog and just release it here, but it’s not time yet. I think I should write about the storm after it’s over that way I can give all the details, all the lessons, all the emotions. I listen to my friends talk and their lifetime of events are the events that have happened to me in a year. I like to look at it this way: If I go through all my troubles now, when this hardship is over there will be nothing to go through or nothing half as bad. I’m developing a teflon tough skin and when its all over I will feed knowledge to the people.