Unbelievable…

how I can want something, then get it and it’s not as great as I thought it would be. Once again I do what I do best…desire, crave and achieve only to realize that I in fact did not want it as badly as I presumed. It’s just the thrill of the chase, as soon as I am positive I can have it, I no longer want it. I seem to apply this to every aspect of my life.