I am angry, a little more aggressive and more on edge lately. I am tired, sick for the first time in years and even less likely to wanna smile.
This past month has been a trying one. I have been trying to escape a cycle that will lead to a piss poor life. I just don’t know, everything is as unclear as muddy waters.
As quickly as life picks up I am knocked down. All I can do is pray for serenity and assurance in something…just one thing… I just keep telling myself it will get better but just maybe it won’t here.
I wonder; which sin was it? Which one that caused the turbulence in my life? Either the walls are closing in or I am too big for the space. Grr…